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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

Confirmed: writing with no visibility feels like being at the bottom of a deep well, screaming. The only thing worse is sitting down and going quiet.

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

i'm sorry to hear about your publication challenges. whenever or wherever your next book comes, i'll certainly support it. cheers, andrew

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

Ah! Well I loved the Karen book I read and more...just do it because you love it. You are an amazing writer!

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<3<3<3

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

As a creative woman "past middle age a fortnight or two ago," I am still walking, albeit more slowly, through the fog. Now, it's primarily about keeping myself from going crazy, rather than being relevant.

Finding joy in the act of creating- which I do find seems to translate into others liking what I do. Your list of accomplishments is amazing- Most of us can't boast anything close. As for the internet, it's like a sea of garbage from which, every so often, there surfaces some creature that deserves our attention. Most of it is flotsam. Being happy with whatever grace we are allowed, finding beauty and humor wherever possible- that's what it's about for me. Mortality is creeping through that fog, and I'm all out of breadcrumbs. Leaving mugs behind instead. :)

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Drinking my tea out of one of those mugs right this very second, as it happens....

Thank you, Elizabeth

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

Glad to hear you've found a way to keep moving forward. I can tell you for sure that there's two people in Casa Appel who are looking forward to more Karen stories. I believe Alexa has been pushing the first two at all of her Discord pals.

Now, if I can just find my keys in this dumpster, maybe I can get my own machine moving again.

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Okay, I laughed out loud at the dumpster.

Hang in there, man.

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

I'll have some tales to tell when we next meet up, that's for sure.

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

Can I ask about the Nordic fantasy? Really curious about that one!

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Yes, actually, you can even read part of it online, since I am going to be expanding "The Red Mother" (up at Tor.com) and its related stories to novel length, maybe. Disaster bisexual Vikings and Scandinavian monsters FTW. Thank you for asking!

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

I will go check it out!

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

Also does the next White Space book follow the one Millay/one Yeats epigraph pattern or change it?

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Both, as it happens!

***

I screamed, and—lo!—Infinity

Came down and settled over me;

Forced back my scream into my chest,

Bent back my arm upon my breast,

And, pressing of the Undefined

The definition on my mind,

Held up before my eyes a glass

Through which my shrinking sight did pass

Until it seemed I must behold

Immensity made manifold;

Whispered to me a word whose sound

Deafened the air for worlds around,

And brought unmuffled to my ears

The gossiping of friendly spheres,

The creaking of the tented sky,

The ticking of Eternity.

--Edna St. Vincent Millay

Set all your mind upon the steep ascent,

Upon the broken, crumbling battlement,

Upon the breathless starlit air,

Upon the star that marks the hidden pole;

Fix every wandering thought upon

That quarter where all thought is done:

Who can distinguish darkness from the soul?

--W.B. Yeats

The past has no existence except as it is recorded in the present.

--John Wheeler

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Dec 16, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

Oh these all make me very excited to read the book (as if I weren't already). I feel like I often don't pay epigraphs enough attention, but the ones in the Jacob's Ladder books were very illuminating. And it's great to reread a book and come back to an epigraph, now with knowledge of the story it's put in conversation with.

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Dec 12, 2023Liked by Elizabeth Bear

ooh, I really like the Yeats one.

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Me too!

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